My Narcisist Mother…

If you do a google search, you’d probably find a lot of people like me who talk about their narcisist mothers. It’s hard for me specially because I don’t want to be a mean person.

However, several events have led me to shut out my mother. And I am sad that if we don’t fix this rift, she might end up passing away before I could even talk to her.

I just don’t know how to talk to her and tell her that her actions have led to this moment. All my siblings do not talk to her. At least not in the way a mother and child should talk. Just the occasional hello.

But lately, it escalated. Her actions nearly broke up the whole clan. It almost caused the separation of my cousin and her husband. Caused pain to another cousin. And she refused to even apologize.

Through it all, she thinks she’s the victim.

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Meow

Someone wanted to join me to work today.

I Wish This Would Never End

My life right now. It is a very unique position for an immigrant like me. No, I don’t own this place. I only live here. But that may soon come to an end. Still, it was an amazing 5 years of my life here. I am grateful to God, to my family and my adopted family here. It is a blessing to have this many experiences. But like life, I need to move on. Maybe next year, I will be looking for a new place. Who knows what life will bring. I’ve always landed on my two feet after several experiences. I’m also 40 so, I’m feeling the midlife crisis coming.

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